I was able to learn about some of the early
disciples of Christ this week. The assignment
seemed to focus mostly on John the Baptist.
I thought it was interesting that in John 1:29 and 1:36 he kept calling Christ
‘the Lamb of God.’ When I thought about
it, I thought about how lambs are considered pure and innocent animals and how
the Israelites sacrificed their first born and purest to be cleansed from their
sins. The more I thought about it, the
more fitting I thought it was that Christ was referred to as ‘the Lamb of God.’ He was pure, innocent, and the first born of
the Father, and lambs were sacrificed in the similitude of the sacrifice that Christ
performed for us.
I enjoyed reading about how many of Christ’s disciples
recognized Him as the Lamb of God rather quickly. John, James, Philip, and Andrew, Simon Peter’s
brother, saw Christ walking by and followed Him because they realized who He
really was (and still is). Andrew went
and told Peter, who then told Nathaniel, that the Messiah had come, and they followed
Him also. When Christ found Philip, he
told everyone he could find. It reminds
me of the missionary work that we should be accomplishing.
I was watching tv one day, just flipping through
channels, and I came across some random show that was talking about different
faiths. The host went around a college
campus, asking students if they share their faith with their friends. Most of them answered that they didn’t
because they were worried about offending one or all of their friends. The host asked them if they were offered a
thousand dollars for every person they shared their faith with, would they be
so hesitant? Everyone said that they
would take that deal in a hear beat. The
host’s point was to help people see where their heart is, with the Lord or
somewhere else. It made me wonder where
my heart is. Where are my priorities?
The disciples who chose to follow Christ had chosen
to give their heart to Him, and are perfect examples of how we should be. When they saw or heard about Christ, they
dropped everything to go to Him. How many
of us would do the same? They also told
as many people as they could find about Christ, which is I think what we should
be trying to do, also.
Most, if not all, of my friends and family know that
I’m a member of the Church. They know
that they can ask me questions, and they know that I will never force them to
join the Church or choose between our friendship and being baptized. Every now and then, I’ll mention the
Church. My friend told me over facebook one
night that she wanted to read something, but she wasn’t sure what to read. I semi-jokingly suggested that she could read
the Book of Mormon. She laughed and
declined the offer. Another time, I was
in a CES choir a few years ago, and I somehow convinced my mom to watch it so
she could see and hear me sing. I also
asked my mom if she wanted to go to General Conference with me. She knows how much I love it, but she
declined that offer.
I’m rarely successful, but I hope that one day the
little things I do and say will lead somewhere.
I know how happy the gospel has made me, and I want my friends and family
to have these blessings too. I guess
they’re just not ready yet. I think that
as long as I’m patient and continue to not make others feel forced into it,
they might want to know more someday. It
might be next week, but it might also be 50 years from now. I just need to keep loving and being patient
with them.